It was a mess. People who didn't fit into their little hivemind were being arrested and then brainwashed or something. It's like you lost all sense of who you were and just literally became part of their system.
Anyone would be better off dead than to stay there.
Glad you at least got out okay. I feel bad for whoever's still stuck there. Even if they don't know what's being done to them is sick, it's still awful.
There was a guy back home who tried to run people's minds and whenever they started thinking for themselves he'd just kill them.
[Ennis had the choice to rebel and die or stay under his control. Maybe she was more fortunate than those people.]
Doubt there was much that could be done for any of those people. Whatever happened to them, it's been going on for some time. Doesn't make it any easier though.
Christ. The fact that there are more people out there who'd go and do the same thing like that is messed up.
Yeah, I used to think he was a pretty damn special brand of evil, but I guess not. Seems like as long as people can screw with someone else's head, they will.
[If he thinks about it, he can see Murphy's points. A lot of the guys who get whacked and deserve it still have innocent families; that's a sour reality he usually tries to ignore.]
It'd make everything easier if people could just learn from the one guy who screws up and gets his face kicked in and not be assholes.
[Obviously no place can be better than home; despite it being a harsh world, his Family's there. That sentiment's too sappy to share with someone he doesn't know well, so Firo keeps it to himself.]
Really? But didn't you say you'd be fine if you wound up somewhere other than home?
[By Firo's logic, somebody would only want to leave their home if elsewhere were better. Unless maybe Murphy means that everywhere is awful, home included.]
My home life is about as much of a mess, if not more. I'm not holding my breath on finding someplace that's better, just anywhere that's not here or there.
[He has mixed feelings about the whole matter altogether, in any case.]
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Anyone would be better off dead than to stay there.
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[It sounds disturbingly similar to how Szilard's homonculi started out life.]
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There was a guy back home who tried to run people's minds and whenever they started thinking for themselves he'd just kill them.
[Ennis had the choice to rebel and die or stay under his control. Maybe she was more fortunate than those people.]
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Christ. The fact that there are more people out there who'd go and do the same thing like that is messed up.
Sorry.
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It's fine. He got what he deserved in the end.
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One of the people he messed with got to stab him in the back, at least.
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["Charlie didn't."]
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I don't see why it'd be a bad thing.
[He's been fortunate that even if he's not the one doing the beating, he's seen the people who wronged him get paid back. It's comforting, in a way.]
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[Or see what it's made of the one dishing out the raw justice.]
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It'd make everything easier if people could just learn from the one guy who screws up and gets his face kicked in and not be assholes.
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[Like Murphy needs anyone telling him that.]
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I have, I guess.
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Really? But didn't you say you'd be fine if you wound up somewhere other than home?
[By Firo's logic, somebody would only want to leave their home if elsewhere were better. Unless maybe Murphy means that everywhere is awful, home included.]
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[He has mixed feelings about the whole matter altogether, in any case.]
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Back where I'm from, it can get pretty bad, but there are still good people.
[He doesn't mean that last part as a way to rub it in, but as an explanation.]
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